One Of My Dearest Friends Broke His 10 Year Sobriety Yesterday

(My views may differ from yours and the general norm. This is solely based on what I’ve observed.)

I’m so proud of my friend. It was only a matter of time before this happened. He’s been wound so tight since we met back in 2016. He’s a very deep person that I find extremely fascinating. His empathic view on life, himself, and others makes me think deeply and boosts my creativity.

Last night, we went out to karaoke and had an amazing time. If you’ve been sober as long as my friend has, you’re bound to go a little overboard. So many “recovering alcoholics” have taken that a sign of weakness. It’s not. It’s natural. Your body was waiting for this. It built up the momentum it needed for this moment. It’ll take my friend some time to get back into the swing of things again. When he had guilt of drinking before, he was immature and made foolish choices. Now, as time passes, he’ll understand his alcohol limitations.

He’s very intelligent, and I am thinking of asking him to spread the message about understanding your alcohol limitations. We all have them. No one is meant to be alcohol-free. There’s no such thing as an alcoholic. There’s only fear of worrying you’re going to do what my friend did last night. It’s mostly painless with the possibility of a slight hangover.

We are all tempted to try it. It’s like sex. You’re going to be a shit to live with umtil ypu do it. I could give you all the reasons why you’re not sure about it after you’ve tried it or try to convince yourself that the guilty feeling you’re claiming has nothing to do with your denial of being excited about the next time you get to do it again.

During my incarceration, I went to a lot of AA Meetings. I heard the stories and mentally laughed at everyone because the moment an inmate was released, the first thing they’d do is hit up a liquor store or buy some pot from their friends they talked with during their time in county jail.

Drinking doesn’t make you a bad person. Acting like you’re above the ones that do drink makes you uneducated. You’re not a bad person, just an uneducated one.

Anyhow, I’m getting off the beaten path. My friend did a good thing. He hung out with people he trusted and had a great time. I was both happy and shocked to see this side of him. I got so used to the sober version of him that I wasn’t sure what to think at first. I think my friend met a newfound strength yesterday that he didn’t know existed or hid from himself and the rest of the world for 10 years too long. Of course, I’m checking in on him a little more protectively now. He’s spreading his wings more. But, he’s also assuring me in a fun-loving way to back off and let him figure this out for himself.

Before, my friend seemed to isolate himself unnecessarily. Now, he’s naturally letting people in. He’s still himself, just a more elevated dude. I’m glad to see it. I remember him talking to my best friend and I with a seemingly sad tone about not having wine with us. I told him no, but I wish I would’ve let him come out of his shell sooner. I think we all feel our friends will spiral into despair and further depression if they choose to hope off the wago, so-to-speak. I’m not sure if my friend even realized how many people were rooting for him and supported his decision, especially when he went up to sing karaoke.

Some fear the person that comes out when they drink. I believe that person needs to come out. Telling someone they shouldn’t do something is only said by someone who doesn’t understand themselves in general. You can’t understand and be compassionate with someone else until you are able to do that for yourself. Don’t listen to others telling you how they believe you should live your life.

I’ve heard stories of others telling me they became gay basically because others believed they were. The person denied it but allowed others words to convince them that they were. So that’s how they live their life now. It’s all based on believing other people’s view of them. AA Meetings are manipulative and oppressive in their agrenda. That’s why the world is in so much chaos now. We believe this bullshit is natural.

I hope my words and my friend’s experience have made you think and opened your eyes to possibilities you may not have known existed until now. Have a great day.

Why Dominic Monaghan Has Been Replaced By David Spade

This should be an obvious one. We’ll, David Spade is the exact opposite of Dominic Monaghan. David Spade has proven online, in his books and in person, how much he cares about his fans. He would never block anyone or get restraining orders on any of them. He has said he would never block a fan, which means to me that he enjoys having fans.

I have learned a lot from Dominic Monaghan in the way that I am being more careful with what I say to David Spade and how often I comment on his stuff. I have flirted with David Spade before. He didn’t block me for it either. I doubt David Spade would’ve reacted in the same way Dominic Monaghan did over me, flirting with him. I also believe I just let my emotions get too high with Dom. I should’ve just backed off. But Dom handled the situation incorrectly as well. I don’t care who disagrees with me. How handled the situation made him look bad as well.

David Spade is funny. He makes me laugh. I feel like I can easily talk to him, and he looks at my Instagram stories whenever I tag him to them. You may see David and Dom as mere celebrities, but I don’t. I don’t see any actors, singers etc as celebrities.

I also feel that I can talk to David Spade easily about myself. He’s very intelligent and I prefer intelligent men. I don’t mind that he’s 59 and I’m only 45. I still worry it’s going to end up like the thing with Dom. I’ll look at David’s Instagram after I’ve tagged him or said something to him, thinking he’s blocked me. I worry I’ve said something wrong to him. I really got burned by Dom.

I understand that Dominic is nice to a select few of his fans. I wish I had a better experience with him back in 2013, but I can’t change the past. Yes, I’m still upset with Dom. I’m going to say vicious things about him, but it’s only because he cause me a lot of unnecessary pain. Some may believe I deserved it, but I never had any ill intentions toward him. A lot of my frustrations had to do with fighting for my parental rights and that whole ordeal. I’m trying not to call Dom names. I didn’t even ask him for help, and he just blew me off. That type of behavior just makes me question his loyalty to his fans.

Anyhow, I’ve got a lot of positive things happening that I’ll announce as it gets closer those things becoming a reality. Thanks for listening. Have a great day!

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Attention Vs Information

Some may believe I post for attention. No. I post to inform. We all need to be educated and think outside the box. I know people believe I messed up Dom. Yep, that’s right. I messed him up. Uh huh. *sarcasm* Some say you can’t blame others for your problems. It depends on the situation. I did nothing to harm Dom despite what his psycho fans believe.

Not all of his fans are psychos. He blocks the smart ones, then all he has left are The Twitter Bitches. They either pretend not to understand the situation because their lives consist of the cyber version of sucking Dom’s balls 24/7. Or they actually do understand, but they’re so blinded by Dom’s celebrity status that they can’t possibly think beyond their own tunnel vision.

If someone else had been fucked over by Dom, they’d be bitching at them too because how dare you treat Dom like crap. It’s like Dom is a walking angel from the heavens. He can do no wrong. He can, and he did. The same people that worship Dom would line up to see someone like me die or get killed. Dom would probably hand out the tickets. Of course, you’d have to subscribe to his Instagram first to get all the exclusive content.

Dom is an attention whore. If he wasn’t, he wouldn’t blast me online, claiming I hurt him. I am saying he hurt me because it’s true. I emailed him. I have never met him in real life, yet he felt threatened by me because just like those idiots that support all his bullshit, he believes social media is reality. So he got a restraining order on me based on his own illogical fears. He doesn’t care about helping people unless he notices a woman under 30 having trouble walking across the street because her huge, fake tits throw off her depth perception, then yes, he’d care. Possible titty fucking for him so…

He claims to love helping others but yet invites sarcasm into it. Oh yes, sarcasm is the first thing that comes to my mind when offering to help someone. NOT!!! If someone comes to you and says they’ve been suicidal, the best thing to say is something like, “use a knife. I know it’s messy, but choking on pills sucks.” (sarcastic answers sideways). You know Dom would totally say that if he could. He pushes his sarcasm very far. Then, if you ask him the same question over and over again, he calls you out for it. He once did a Q&A about all the repetitive questions he gets. He seemed very annoyed about it. Newsflash, asshole! You’re going to get repetitive questions. Your fans are popularly interested in the same things about you. If you don’t like it, then stop doing Q&As. If you enjoy having fans, then answer the same damn question over and over until you’re blue in the face. That’s why David Spade has 2.8 million followers, and you only have 491k.

That’s also why Dom got a restraining order on me. He doesn’t give a fuck about being nice to people. He just cares about attention. Well, Dunderhead, if you don’t start respecting people, you’ll start getting less respect from them and less work. Oh, wait, that’s actually what’s happening. The Friendship Onion was a flop, and your next project will be too. No one likes working with you unless Billy Boyd comes along for the ride.

Maybe if you stopped painting your nails and started acting like a real man, you would start taking yourself and others seriously. Just a thought.

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I Passed My Iowa Life Insurance Exam!

I passed my life insurance exam last night. I have my job orientation with the company that hired me at 3:00 PM today. I’m very excited. I also applied for my license and paid the fee. Yes, they did a background check. They are more concerned with insurance fraud etc. than a restraining order from a whiny little bitch. They’ll probably look at that and laugh themselves out of their seat.

Once I get enough money from working for this company, I’ll fix everything. I’ll get my YouTube channel back, sue Asshole Of The Rings and finally get my kids back. I wish all I had to do was get my kids back, but Dom is a selfish prick so I have to cater to his stupid ass first otherwise the courts won’t take me seriously in order to even get visitation with my kids.

Dom walks around like a little idiot. He needs validation from his fans that he’s a good person. He needs to talk to his staff on even the simplest choices, “Is it safe for my to wipe my ass with Quilted Northern?” “It’s not expensive enough. Go to Whole Foods for better quality.”

Anyway, I’m very happy I passed. Now I just need to fix everything. It’ll take time. I’m going to be getting a house this year so my kids will have a better place to go to. I’ve got annual paperwork to fill out with section 8. They wanted all personal information one last time before I ditch them.

I hope you all have a great day. Thank you all for continuing to put up with my online antics.

Life Happens

My mom is getting older. She has been all along, but you don’t realize it until after something happens. Like, after a mini-stroke. Maybe you’re in denial. You believe your parents are going to live forever. Then illness strikes and you’re forced to endure the reality that even death will come knocking at their door eventually too. You deny it all day long, but deep down you know it’s inevitable.

My parents are still here. I don’t say that to be envied. I can’t imagine what people go through that have lost their parents. It’s too devastating for me to even grasp.

I wish I could snap my fingers and everything, including death. Wanda would still be here. Ryan would still be here. Everything would be fine. Life happens to teach us things. We all deny reality because it can be very scary.

I snap at people I care about when I’m too caught up in myself. I have to remind myself that I’m not a terrible person because of that.

My mom and I connect most when we’re watching a film. I get cross with her. I take my personal life out on her. I don’t like helping her do things that she used to do without my help. She strives to be rid of her walker. She hates using it.

My mom will make popcorn for us every Sunday. I’m eating some right now. I had to help her a bit. That’s what motivated me to write this blog in the first place.

I’ve Decided

I’m not going to stop talking about Dom because it triggers people and they get butt hurt about it. I wanted it to appear as if I moved on to make them happy, but there is no moving on. I won’t be happy just moving from Dom. I love him and I always will no matter what. If something bothers you then why do you keep revisiting this page? You can’t change or control what others post. Usually, if something bothers you about someone else, it means you have a lack of control in your own life. Fix yourself before you worry about fixing others.

Someone else’s choices should never decide your attitude if it doesn’t involve you. This restraining order just involves Dom and I. That’s it. It shouldn’t bother anyone else unless you are a close friend of his or mine. You want recognition, attention, and approval because you didn’t have any growing up. That’s not right, but own up to your own stuff.

I know I get blamed for the restraining order, but I can’t control Dom’s actions. He can barely control them. He does stupid shit all of the time. He’s an attention whore just like a few of his fans, so “birds of a feather” as they say. Now suddenly, he’s getting followed by a bunch of trolls. He’s also making fans pay for “exclusive” content. I refuse to subscribe. Why? He just wants to force people to pay for his bullshit. Just another attention-seeking tactic.

Seriously. He never misses an opportunity to be hurtful to another person. I’m not sure he believes that people have feelings behind their words. All his sarcastic Q & As are just to satisfy his ego and appear superior to his fans that he obviously sees as ignorant or not as in tune as he is with the ways of the world as he is. That’s so far from the truth that it’s disgusting. You don’t help people by being a sarcastic twat, dumb ass! He just doesn’t think before he speaks. He doesn’t think before he does anything. That’s why he has his staff handle everything. He wouldn’t know where to start. He seems very irresponsible. He doesn’t actually care about helping anyone.

There’s so much more I could say about him, but I’m going to stop here for now. I challenge you if you’re thinking about saying something cruel to me about Dom that you think before you speak and ask yourselves what it has to do with you and why you let affect you so much; then comment. If you’re still going to be disrespectful to me then that’s a problem you need to sort out for yourselves. I have no control over you, but you do. I know people like yourselves and Dom that love hurting people because they don’t know how to focus on the positive in their own lives. Maybe none exist for any of you. There’s nothing positive between Dom and I. I’m very hurt by it all. So I use social media to vent. I’m thankful for all of you that truly care and that stick with me as support systems and not in an attempt to hinder me. You won’t succeed. I promise. You’re only delaying your own progress by trying to control others and by focusing solely on them. Check out my podcast called Randomness on Spotify.

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I care about you regardless of you letting things about me bother you. If you didn’t enjoy my blog, you wouldn’t bother. Have a great day!

Please Sign This Petition To Get My YouTube Channel Reinstated!

I created a petition to have my YouTube account reinstated. There is a full explanation of my YouTube channel and why I created a YouTube channel in the first place. Please go to this link and sign the petition so I can get my YouTube account back up and running so I can continue to create amazing content for all of you. I have appealed YouTube’s decision and agreed to delete the questionable content.

Thank you all for your time and dedicated support!

Recent Events & Updates | My WordPress Blogs & My YouTube Channel

First of all, I’ve completely revamped my WordPress by removing blogs that no longer have any basis in my life. If you scroll through my feed, you’ll know exactly what I’m talking about. I’ve completely changed my frame of mind about things that hindered my progress for a better life.

If you want to see more videos on my YouTube channel, it’s impossible because my channel has been taken down. The videos I’m guessing are in question are private and I’ve had them uploaded since 2016. YouTube didn’t ask me to delete the videos. They didn’t even list which videos “violated their terms of service”. They just removed my channel without telling me. I had access to my YouTube before I went to bed last night. I’m questioning if it was actually the private videos YouTube has a problem. I did a video about a week ago where I speak about being against getting the Covid-19 jab. So…I think they’re using the excuse of the other videos, but in actuality it’s that one. I have appealed their decision and explained I’d take down any video that violates YouTube’s terms of service if YouTube would point out the videos they want me to take down. The fact that, all of the sudden they are flagging me now about videos from 2016 just sounds shady as fuck to me. Also, they’re private. No one can see them. YouTube needs to respectfully address the issue to me instead of acting like whiny little bitches.

You can help me fight this outrage by appealing YouTube’s decision to take me off YouTube permanently. Y’all can appeal their decision too, just click here: https://support.google.com/accounts/contact/suspended?p=youtube&visit_id=637896000764015531-977621893&rd=1

You’ll need to give them My YouTube url in the appeal http://www.youtube.com/c/MeredithLynneMcLarty

Here are screenshots of the email from YouTube:

Thank you all for taking the time to read this. I hope y’all have a great day!